Thursday, June 3, 2010

Maybe not! Like what Tanya said it is not about what you should do, it's about what you want to do!
Maybe I shall just leave this dilemma until exam finished... Yea, I should.
There's no point making myself so frustrated and down at this point.
I don't have any decisions, maybe I should say I hate making decisions... Well, who doesn't?
When you need to make a choice between two things that you really like... I bet it's hard!
Well I bet it's even harder when you have to come to make a choice between two people... This is so so so much harder I know...
I could see how you struggled with this... So do I...
I don't wanna scared you or what... but I seriously hope that I could get an answer from you...
Even if that answer will hurt me... I will take it...
Three people... One of us need to be sacrificed...

Well, anyway... I will not make any decisions until I see you...
So please I'm begging... please do think of what I said... Wait till you see me...
My decision is really nothing...
I could do anything to show you, to tell you that I like you so I guess it is not unfair that you tell me your answer...
Cause after all your decision is the most important...

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

At the end... I'll still have to let go...
Now only I realised I shouldn't have existed between you and her...
I believe in fate but I don't wanna it to take control of my life...
I should let go... move on...
I can't hurt someone even if I don't really like that person... cause she is innocent...
I've long known I would never never get anything back from you...
I know I'm playing with fire... but maybe I like the excitement...
The more I play with it...The more I wanna reach it...

Let go... Maybe that's the only way and the best way...
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