What's in my mind now? I'm not sure...
Something just made me feel so wanna cry...
I know maybe I miss you again...
Listening to Kitaro...the melodies...sad? I wonder...
Maybe I should stop listening it...
I don't wanna be emo again...
I have nobody with me...I'm all alone...
So I need to be strong...
But I wonder how?
Really tried so hard to be happy all the while...
But seems like I failed...
4 comments:
Hello Aurora,
I decided to dash you a comment to this post. But I've read your blog for about a month or something like that, but I've never commented.
Today when I saw your post I want say that I understand how you feel, because I feel exactly the same in this moment. It is very hard battle, because I must fight with myself, hide my tears, smile to other - friends and family, but my soul screams inside. This makes me feel even more lonely :(
I also asked "how" myself a few days ago. I am still searching for the answer but I guess the best way is find a new goal and focus on it. I told myself: "no more tears, I have my dreams, my goals and I want make them come true". It is hard, because tears happen along and I can do nothing with it.
Please try not think that you are lonely, see those people arround you who are with you no matter what (parents for example) and realise what you really want and try to get it. I did it and it helps a little bit. Like I said it is not easy, but I prefer do something than do nothing.
Hugs from understanding person,
Anna
Hi Anna,
First of all, thanks for your pleasurable comment. Appreciate it so much!
Thank you again...for your care and all these wise words. Honestly, I lost a very important person few months ago and it is really really pain deep inside my heart...I've been trying all the while to not thinking of that and focus on my studies (exam in 2 weeks time), somehow, it comes to my mind without any signs everytime...
I know there are always my family and friends by my side, however, words sometimes don't come easy for me...Maybe it is just because I've been pretended to be strong all the while...
But anyway, I like this so much "no more tears, I have my dreams, my goals and I want make them come true"! I'll remember this and try my very best!
Thank you so much!
Aurora
:)
I'm glad I could cheer you up a little, I know that we need something like that, attention and nice words to get better. Remember that it can not be bad all the time - there are many wonderful points in our life and we must be patient and wait for a moment when happiness back to us, like a boomerang.
For me, my dreams and goals are the most important thing and make great sense of my life - without them I would be empty person.
I'm really sorry that you lost someone very important to you, I can imagine how you feel and I'm truly sorry.
I know that this mood we have now is horrible and I also have big problems because I should focus on my exams and seriously I don't know how I've already passed some of them. I guess it must be a miracle!
It's good that you try to be strong, it is great attitute, some of people don't even try. But there is nothing wrong to hug someone we trust - I've just done it today: cried a little, get some hugs and nice words - it helps, really! I hope you have somebody to hug, please try it :)
So sorry for any mistakes I made, I'm still improving my English.
Please remember that you are not alone in this world and that Tommorow will be much better :)
Hugs from Anna
Thanks! I guess I will be fine so don't worry!
Exam...Haha! Good luck to u! U are such a great person, God bless u! And myself, I really really need to concentrate! Haha!
Please don't say sorry cause your English is fine! If not, I won't be cheered up. Isn't it?
And yea, Tomorrow will be better!
Cheers and have a good day! :)
Aurora
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