To my beloved XXX....

Sometimes I really think I'm crazy...
But I can't control myself for being so crazy!

Sometimes I feel I'm not myself...
Can't stop myself from thinking!
I know I can't think too much....
I'll get very emotional whenever I think of that....
I can't cry cause I don't want him to worry about me....
He needs to move on....
So I really have to help myself and him to move on...
To lead him to a better place...

I want everyone of us remember what he left us....
His smiling face, his caring, his love, his everything....
I know he wants us to be good...And I'm sure!
What to do...
All of these were just meant to be....
Nobody can change it....

I know he will be watching us somewhere....
And he knew he will always be in our hearts....