STRESS! STRESS! STRESS!

4 days to final exam!
OMG I'm so tension! All 3 subjects in a week!
Don't even have sufficient time to study man!
So scare la!
All of my friends already finished exam and having holidays now!
ME....Haven't even started exam! GOSH!
Jin Fang also back in M'sia ler yesterday ler!
So good!
Can't wait to go home!
I so no mood to study for examt this semester! Cham ler....
Hope everything will be fine la!

Congrats!

Congratulations to Lam Fung!

Was a bit pity that he lost to Ha Yu (Jo Bao) for the best actor,

But he got 2 awards! So, don't be disappointed ler Lam Fung!

You are still young ma! You have lots of opportunities to get the best actor der!

And no matter what, you are the best actor for me!

Gambateh ba!

Support Lam Fung!

Haha!

What a blog for?

Can anyone tell me what a blog does?
I have never doubted on what am I doing (i mean writing blog) and now I am still insist on my thought...
From the first second I started writing blog, I expected to receive all kinds of comments. I am kind of open person so I can take any comments.
For me, a blog is a space where you can write anything you like. And yes, I wrote all kinds of things, my feelings la, my idol la, anyway, i write whatever i like!
I wrote about my feeling to a guy recently and I wrote about him in almost every recent posts. I really think there is nothing wrong lo!
But I actually received a comment from anonymous which was really awful!
I have no right to control what others are going to talk and comment about my blog and I already said that I am kind of easy going person, all kinds of comments are welcome!
But this comment was really terrible that making me so freaking sick!
I really think there is nothing wrong to like a guy and express my own feelings. Moreover, this is my space! I can write whatever I like, can't I?
I really don't understand why the 'anonymous' commented like that?
Is he/she that imbalance?
How he/she knows my feelings if he/she is not in this kind of condition?
I don't mean to blame anyone.
I just want the world to be peaceful without all these 'insulting' words!
Anyway, I just wanna release my anger.
And I will still keep writing whatever I like in my blog, if anyone feels it's distracting or annoying THEN DON'T READ THEM!
THERE IS NO POINT HURTING OTHERS IN WORDS, YOU WON'T GAIN ANY 'WEIGHT'!
Done! I got all I want to say!
Feel comfortable now....

Leng zai...Leng zai...Everywhere!

OMG!
I finally got to see Tanya's leng zai today!
Walau! He is really damn leng zai lo!
We went Macquarie centre for lunch and bought something for the tut party later in the evening.
We passed by ERIC, thought may not see the leng zai der.
Who knows!
He came out from the lift and walked passed us.
Tanya seemed so shocked and said 'neh, this one!'
I could see her face turned red! Haha!
And luckily, I saw him! (thanks to Tanya's fast reaction!)
He is really leng zai and so tall! (my ideal height man!) Haha!
She was so LUCKY lo!
Got to see her leng zai and even saw MY LENG ZAI in the library lo (too bad, I didn't go library)!
Aiyo, we really super crazy lo!
But for sure, our taste for leng zai is the same! Haha!

Complex feeling...

Haiz...
I should be doing my assignments now.
But see, what am i doing. Yea, I'm actually blogging now!
So fan! Don't feel like to do anything...
Exam is coming...
Everyone seems to study ler... Yet, I stiil have 2 assignments to do!
So stupid! I just don't understand why i always have assignments until week 13!
Help ar, don't feel like to do....

Tanya told me that she was so worried about development essay marks last week.
Tanya, you can now relieved la!
See, i told you that you will be fine der!
Don't worry la, you always got good marks for assignments so keep being confidence in yourself ar!
When feeling stress, tell me la!
I can sure make you happy geh (tell you 'lan gag' and 'gong sou cake' and 'gai zai cake' story ar)! You know what i mean! Haha!

Didn't see him for 2 days....
I actually feel abit 'miss' him...
Cham ler....
What's wrong with me?
I can't be like this der....
It's just my daydream...
MANDY TAN, WAKE UP LA! STOP DAYDREAMING LER!
WAKE UP!

Blood donation again! BUT...

I made an appoinment few weeks ago for today's blood donation!
Who knows!
During the interview, the interviewer checked my BP and haemoglobin counts(this is the routine for every donor). Only those with good haemoglobin counts can donate blood!
I was actually having LOW BP and LOW HAEMOGLOBIN COUNTS!
For more accurate checks, the interviewer got me to lie on the bed and they will check my haemoglobin counts again by taking 10ml of my blood!
Just like donating blood, they inserted a needle (smaller than the usual blood donation's needle)into my vessel.
UNFORTUNATELY, I couldn't donate blood today and in the next 6 months!
Because I have low haemoglobin counts. They said they will further checking my blood to make sure there is no problem with me.
And said maybe I had less iron intake since last donation.
Yes I think so (I didn't really eat meat).
They also told me that they will give me a call if there is any problem with my blood!
AND I NEED TO REST FOR 6 MONTHS TO REALLY REGAIN MY RED BLOOD CELLS!

I know I was just too stress last 2 months for practicum, assignments and etc!
Hopefully there is nothing wrong with me!

KFC day?

Today is Thursday! Nothing special for you guys, maybe!
Thursday is the only day I so want to go to uni in a week!
Yea, because I know I will see him again!
Before yesterday, Thursday is the only day I know where to 'look' for him but now I know more! Haha!
Expected, I saw him after development lecture and before tutorial class.

Thursday is also 'lazy day' for me and Tanya to cook dinner usually!
So we decided to eat KFC la! Finally, we could get to fulfill our desire towards zinger today!
Before going to Macquarie centre, we went to washroom in C5C (where I can usually see the leng zai) but I didn't expect to see him cause all the students seem to have left the lecture hall.

In the washroom...
Eih? This girl looked so familiar to me...O, she is....
After came out from washroom...
'That girl looked so familiar to me' I said to Tanya.
'Ya meh? No gua?' Tanya doubted.
'Is not that she is malaysian. I think she is the leng zai's gf.'
'Huh!? Are you sure?'
'Yes, I saw her during Conception Day.'
We then saw the leng zai groups the other side and the girl walked towards them.
See, my memory is so good!
'See!'
'But they don't look like! They never hold hand also. The leng zai walks with his friend at front and the girl walks at the back. Really don't look like couple.'
But it is true! They are couples; I saw them holding hands during conception day. That was how I know he got gf.
Haiz... Whatever la!

Tanya and I were really like 'hungry ghost'! Haha!
We got ourselves the ultimate meal and we finally got the zinger burger (there were no burgers 2 days before and we ended up makan korean food)!

Today is also Tanya's happy day la!
She saw her leng zai 2 times in a day and her leng zai is actually working (maybe tutor?) in the building she works in! So lucky! Haha!
Ok, we went back home with satisfaction la!

*KFC IS REALLY SO DELICIOUS!* :P

Sweet >.<

Yea, I know I am so busy that didn't even left any footstep here!
AND science assignment due tomorrow...
Anyway...

I really want to jot down what had happened today! haha!
Today is considered to be my happy day (since been busy doing assignment and this is just reduced my tension)!

All right, Tanya told me yesterday that she will not going for the morning lectures (poor her, need to hunt for house).
I went through the morning's lectures all alone, super sleepy!
Was thinking of not having any lunch der but really don't wanna waste that 1 hour break. Haha.
Called Charlene and asked whether she's having lunch in uni or dorm.
Surprisingly, she said makan in uni.
Ok, we met up!
Really THANK YOU to Charlene, haha!
Want to know the reason?
Yea, if she said she wanted to have lunch in dorm then I won't see him....

Some people know who 'he' is. Haha.

Yea, our (me and Charlene) seats was so strategic! I chose it ok!

I just saw him walked in with his friends.

I finally showed Charlene. I htought she would have seen him before but surprisingly, she didn't.

OMG, he is so CUTE! PInk T-shirt again. He is just too suit with PINK!

OMG, he just sat at the place in front of my vision.

Before going for the next lecture, Charlene said to me 'your eyes didn't blink at all ar! no no, is turning 360 degree!' (know what she meant? haha!)

Yea, I admitted that I couldn't take my eyes off him! Everybody likes to see 'leng zai', so looking at 'leng zai' is legal ho!

Tanya joined me after the lecture finished. She said she was thinking of givinng me surprise by showing herself in the lecture hall before I came out from the lecture hall.

Nah nah, no surprise! By the time she showed herself in the lecture hall, everyone had gone (lecture finished earlier) and I was in the library by the time.

So I was in the library!

Guess what?

'Leng zai' was sitting at the place next to the computers with his friends!

OMG, so lucky!

Tanya sent me a msg asking me where was I? Of course I told her I was in the library.

I was about to leave, 'leng zai' also left his friends. I wondered where was he going?

So ngam, Tanya was coming up and yes, I finally showed her my 'leng zai'! Haha!

We then went to Macquarie centre since we got 2 hours break.

Phone rang.... Was Charlene.

'Hi, 'dim ar' ?' I asked.

'Mandy, I saw the guy you admired!' said Charlene.

'Ya meh? Where?'

'In ERIC! You know the computer room you used for last sem's STAT170? That room! I think he is tutor! I go in and see ar!'

'Really!? I should take STAT170 this sem! Haha!'

'OKla, I go and see la!'

'Ok, bye!'

OMG, our crazy conversations! I told Tanya about it.

So funny, I showed Charlene today then she found he is one of the student tutor.

Tanya and I passed by ERIC (we need to go to tutorial class and will definitely passed by ERIC from macquarie centre to our class).

Just a glance....

I saw him from the doorway. I told Tanya and he passed by again! This time he saw us! OMG!

Really raise my adrenaline level everytime I see him!

I really crazy!

I found today is really a happy day for me after all the stresses from assignments!

He is such a good stress mediator for me! Haha!